Thursday, September 17, 2009

Overcoming a spiritual siege

I was racing through my day and this particular topic came to my mind. I hadn’t previously been researching this topic, nor thinking of it. Take it for what it is, a spontaneous consideration of a spiritual matter. You might not be under a spiritual siege right now, but sometime someplace you will have to face this potential obstacle. I initially had chosen the phrase “potential reality” but reality could be described by some as merely a matter of perspective by our physical senses. You don’t have to physically see a spiritual siege to feels it’s presence or effects though – so perhaps “obstacle” is a more accurate description for the purpose of my ramblings.

A siege is described as... a military blockade of a city or fortress with the intent of conquering by attrition or assault. The term derives from sedere, Latin for "to sit".


Historically, when overcoming a city through a brute-force assault wasn’t a possibility, sieges were often looked to as a viable military option. Usually a siege afflicted the enemy through any combination of three actions: a) restriction of food provisions resulting in death by starvation, b) restriction of water resulting in death by dehydration or c) restriction of communication / transportation between neighboring cities and their fresh troops. Sieges, though a much longer and more painful method of victory, could be brutally effective. Just cut off all entrances going in and all exits going out of the city. Cut off water supplies and access to outside food-sources. Aggressively patrol all routes that could provide replenishment of supplies or troops. Cut off all resources; overcome through isolating the enemy.

Sound familiar? It might, if you have ever experienced a spiritual siege.

To properly set the backdrop for discussion, let me reference a few Biblical symbols (though certainly not an all-encompassed list in regards to examples): We, the people, are compared to walled cities (Proverbs 18:19). Bread, our provision for hunger, is compared to the Word of God, also to Jesus Himself (John 6:33-35,48-51, Matthew 4:4, Luke 4:4, Amos 8:11). Living water, our provision for thirst, is compared to the Spirit (John 4:13-14, John 7:38-39).

I have said it many times through the years that one of the most effective tactics of the enemy is isolating people from the things of God and from the people of God. If Satan can isolate you, it’s just one-on-one combat with him, a battle he will always eventually win. No isolated Christian can overcome and conquer the enemy. With many Christians, the siege rages on.

Let me give you a few observations regarding a spiritual siege.

Satan will attempt to cut you off from the bread of provision. He will do everything to distract you from receiving the Word of God. Bible reading and study? That takes way too much time and concentration, he would say. Listen to the preaching of the Word of God? Surely not! The preacher preaches too loud, or too soft. He wears ugly ties, he has annoying preaching habits. You’ve already heard that sermon text before. Sometimes the enemy will even present you with new excuses to keep you from the Word of God. Different times, different places, different people, different excuses but always the same tactic. To cut you off from the Word of God, a spiritual provision needed to help satisfy a spiritual hunger.

Satan will attempt to cut you off from the living water of provision, from workings of the Spirit. Find time to pray and purposely submit the carnal flesh to the Spirit of God? Most certainly not! You’ve put in long working hours and you could use that time elsewhere. Wake up early to pray? That’s a near impossible task with kids that need to get to school or a work-schedule that just won’t relent. And besides, prayer can be so stodgy and old-school. What could you talk to God about that He doesn’t already know? Besides, the last time you prayed you didn’t feel any goose-bumps or chills; was God even there that day? I can’t believe the preacher is pushing you to go further in worship again. You can do your “usual” worship thing and still be perfectly fine. Besides, this week has been crazy and you deserve to coast a little. To charge the batteries a little. Unfortunately, if the enemy can cut off your access to prayer and worship, your spiritual man will begin to quickly wither from dehydration.

Satan will attempt to cut you off from the people of God. Murphy’s Law, in it’s purest form, may very well be an occasional, physical manifestation of a spiritual opposition. Crazy things that never happen, will happen when you’re about ready to go to the house of the Lord. A flat tire. A phone call from a long-lost friend. A longer-than-usual work-day. A killer headache that just won’t give up. Running out of lunch-meat for the kid’s lunches tomorrow. Plus a million other possibilities that might do the trick.

Ohhh, and fellowshipping with so-n-so. Forget that! The last time you fellowshipped with them they rambled on and on about the troubles of their life. He’s an Tennesee Vols fan. Acccccck. She always wears last years’ styles. How drab. 9:45am Sunday School morning class?!? Tuesday night church prayer meeting? Thursday morning ladies prayer meeting? Friday night youth? You could be at church every day of the week if pastor had his way. Just because God doesn’t have to sleep, doesn’t mean that you don’t have to. God certainly doesn’t get any glory from you always being worn out, you deserve the right to sit down and catch your breath. Wouldn’t it be so much better to just pick a church service or two, show your face for an hour or so then get back to your normal everyday routine? Suggestions all whispered with a devious smile on his face.

Perhaps some of my devil’s advocate commentary hit home. Maybe not. But regardless, it gives us a possible example of how the enemy tries to lay siege to our lives as Christians. He’s subtle. He’s clever. If tempting you with committing big-time sins like robbery, murder, adultery, etc won’t work, then he might tempt you just to “not do” what you know would be excellent, Godly things. If he gets you to stop getting in the Word, the siege wins. If he gets you to stop listening to the preaching / teaching of the Word, the siege wins. If he gets you to stop praying, the siege wins. If he gets you to stop worshipping, the siege wins. If he drives a wedge of division between you and your brethren, the siege wins. Stop participating in the things of the Kingdom, the siege wins. The list goes on and on. The finer details of what the siege specifically attacks isn’t as important as what the siege seeks to accomplish: isolation.

The enemy never has to worry about ten thousand being put to flight (Duet 32:30, Eccl 4:9-12) if he’s always successful at isolating you in one-on-one battles. Isolation always results in the diminishment of spiritual strength. Victory through attrition can only be accomplished by your continued weakness. Can you rely on the strength of the Lord if you are always isolated from prayer, the Word and worship? Can you benefit from the spiritual strength and encouragement of your brethren if you have become isolated from regular corporate worship and fellowship? The only strength a spiritual siege has, comes from isolating you. Notice the Latin origin means “to sit” The siege’s effectiveness lies in breaking your will to act, essentially causing you to “sit down” because of discouragement / depression / bitterness / etc. The spiritual siege holds no power within itself once the isolation is broken.

So want to know how to overcome a spiritual siege? Quite simple. Break the barricades. Break the isolation. Be reunited with prayer. Be reunited with the Word. Be reunited with worship. Be reunited with God. Be reunited with the people of God.

Break the isolation. Break the siege. Break the enemy.

Gain victory. Through Christ. Today. Now.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Stop And Look At The Road


Several years ago the Lord was dealing with me and I prayed a prayer that I have added to my daily prayer. "God show me where I'm at, so I will know where I am going." Some times we wander through life and make decisions with no thought of where it is taking you. We get so caught up in the external motions of living for God we ignore the internal movements away from God. I don't want to substitute movement for motions. In case you have forgotten there is a difference in taking a jog on a treadmill and a jog through the country. You can go through the motions of running on the treadmill and when it's over, your sweaty and tired, then you get off in the same room you started in. You have gone no where, with the feeling you did. 
Sometimes we let the feeling make us forget to check where we are. So, STOP! LOOK DOWN! And make sure the road your on is taking you where you want to go. 

Jeremiah 6:16 Prov. 16:25 Prov. 21:2 Psalms 119:104

What a Difference a Year Makes

For those who know me, know I have lived the same place my entire life. That is, until, last year in August. August 15, 2008 I moved away from everyone I loved to come to Gateway College of Evangelism to pursue the ministry. It was the scariest thing I have ever done, but it has changed my life. While I am still the same ridiculously loud, crazy, emotional, "scatter brained" person I always was, there has definitely been a change in my life.
I came to bible school with the intentions of changing the world. Wow! I had some crazy ideas. I definitely tried jumping in over my head and definitely fell on my face. I also found myself and what I believe to be part of God's purpose for my life. Finding His purpose forced me to get out of my comfort zone. It forced me to think about someone other than myself. I was talking to someone the other day and I thought to myself, if the world is depending on me, am I worth being depended on? Am I doing my job, my duty, my purpose? Or am I pretending like I am? Somehow I don't think sitting in my perfect bubble without reaching out to anyone is doing any of those things. I don't recall Jesus sitting on the ground hoping people would just come sit by Him. No! He went out to where the people were and showed them who He was. Am I doing that? That's why I came to bible school. I was tired of sitting on the ground hoping people would come to me.
So I came, I moved, I relocated, and I cried because I was alone! LOL!! I got over it though, really fast! I came and made friends who are a little too much like me and started a life here. I also have seen so many things happen. Our school does weekend outreaches and I have been a part of a few of those and they change me every single time! I love going to small churches who hope we can change them in 3 days. We try and they usually end up changing us. Funny how that works.
I have been privileged to be a part of Chorale and Choir and they are fun for me because I love singing, but Chorale tour '09 changed my life forever. I prayed for random strangers I didn't know and saw them find what they need. Wow it was amazing! This year I get the opportunity to audition for United which is our ensemble, and only the best get asked to try out, and then there's me. LOL! We shall see what happens this weekend.
Oh and also since being here, remember now I am a music major, my little music major bubble has been bursted!! I have found that while music is a love for me and I would looooovvvveee to be a music director I believe God is calling me somewhere else (along with music directing I believe I can do both) I hate to rain on someones parade, and this is so just a personal belief so don't get mad! I believe being a music director is a ministry to edify the church and while it helps the spirit to come in and help people worship I don't believe it is something I should devote my all to. So while that's my fun thing I can do or my passion, I feel called to young people and troubled young adults, so I want to be go into counseling. I have felt it a long time and just kind of ignored it, but I am working on taking it seriously. So this spring I am changing my major to either Pastoral or Biblical studies with a minor in Music. Right now I am taking more bible than music anyways so it doesn't matter. Pray for me that I make the right decision.
I have said all this to bring encouragement to anyone who wants to go to bible school or if you just wanted to see what I am up to. I will try to keep everyone posted but I have lots of work this year and am trying to carry my financial burden on top of my academic. Pray for that too! I know God wants me here and I want to stay until He says otherwise.
I probably won't be back this summer for different reasons. Home isn't home anymore, and I'm not the same as I once was. I pray I make the right decisions in all I do. I love you all and pray revival comes your way!
I'll try to keep you posted on my life...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Explore, Dream and Discover

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. - Mark Twain


Wow. I could try to reword this but I think this says it all. Don't waste today it may affect tomorrow. Influence someone's life, pray for someone, give to someone, pray a little more, sacrifice.....Give and it shall be given you...press down..shaken together and running over....

A ship in harbor is safe -- but that is not what ships are built for. John A. Shedd.

Let these three words challenge your day "Explore. Dream. Discover"

Monday, August 17, 2009

The Pearl of Great Price (03/25/09)

During my lunch hour, I was trying to catch a quick catnap and instead received a direct (Heaven-to-Earth) HtE data connection. I grabbed a pen and on the back of an old church prayer list started scribbling stuff down as quickly as it began to fill my mind. Now that I’m back at the office, I’m typing those insights out in more detail and clarity.

Matthew 13:45 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a merchant man, seeking goodly pearls:
Matthew 13:46 Who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all that he had, and bought it.

Folks, we are all merchants in life. We’re always buying and selling. Buying the good things of life, trying to sell the bad things of life. The stuff of life is always changing, like the waves and tides of a vibrant, living sea.

As much as we are always buying and selling, we are also seeking. Seeking for something better. Something fulfilling. Something precious. Something special. Something that can mean everything to us.

And here we find the merchant man - Joe, the merchant. Seeking and searching. With a willingness to buy and sell. Look deep into his eyes and you will see your own. Seeking, searching; buying, selling.

And as sure as he sought for something valuable, he found it. The greatest find. The Pearl of Great Price.

Let me tell you a little about this Pearl; some of that HtE data I received this afternoon.

A pearl is formed when a foreign, unnatural object lodges itself into a oyster’s inner body and cannot be expelled. To address the irritation, the oyster starts to secrete a substance (nacre/mother-of-pearl) around the irritant which eventually over time encases it completely, forming a pearl. This could be a grain of sand, a small particle, parasites or a handful of other possibilities.

I can think of another irritant – one that entered our world many, many years ago.

It happened back in a perfect garden, where God daily walked with man. Where a sly serpent tricked Adam and Eve to partake of a forbidden fruit. Where a pollutant entered our world. A parasite known as sin. Introduced into humanity, never since expelled.

The introduction of sin into the Garden of Eden upset and irritated the perfect communion that God was enjoying with humanity. Adam and Eve’s willful act of sin couldn’t be expelled out of them, so Adam and Eve were expelled from God’s presence and the Garden instead.

But God had a plan. He always does.

He expelled Adam and Eve from the Garden due to sin not being able to co-exist among God’s perfect holiness and righteousness, but like a pearl He began to address the culprit of sin. Throughout the Old Testament and into the New Testament, His immeasurable love and long-lasting patience was secreted into the midst of humanity, covering the sin pollutant with layer and layer of mercy. In the Old Testament, this mercy was extended through sacrifice, as the people’s sins were pushed forward year after year through time until the ultimate sacrifice would be offered for the sins of the world.

With each labored step, the pains of his scourging surged through His body. Fighting past the pain of being whipped and beaten, His life-long purpose was going to forever address the pollutant of sin and its power over humanity. Surrounded by two thieves on either side and mocked by a crowd, He hung on Golgotha hill as a sacrificial lamb, without spot or blemish. He knew He had been born to die. He understood the importance of His willing sacrifice. Moments after He spoke, “Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do…” with his last weakened breath, Jesus spoke out to eternity and proclaimed,

“It is finished!”

Victory over the power of sin was finally secured. Since the fall of man in the Garden, God’s magnificent plan of salvation and redemption had been forming and developing. Prophets and holy men had divinely spoken of this purposed act of mercy and gr ace. The sins of the world, of all humanity, had just been nailed to His cross. The battle was won. The redemptive work of Calvary was bought and paid for.

Just like a pearl, redemption had taken on it’s final shape. The shape of Calvary. The shape of a cross.

Though the contaminant of sin has never been expelled from the midst of humanity, Christ took the stains of our sins and turned our worthlessness into something of beauty and worth. Friend, the precious blood of Jesus is what saves us; it is what paid for the redemptive work of Calvary. Though sin has never been expelled, it has been overcome. Overcome by the power of the blood of Jesus!

Folks, the Pearl of Great Price is the kingdom of heaven. An eternal promise paid for by the redemptive work of Calvary. Paid for by the blood of the Lamb.

Just now when reading about the proper care for pearls, I read this, “Try to wear your pearl necklace as often as possible as your skins natural oils help to keep them lustrous.”

Folks, your salvation experience, your promise of heaven, your Holy Ghost power isn’t meant to be a one-time experience. Certainly, a lady whom has paid much money to purchase a pearl necklace would be sure to wear it and care for it to ensure those pearls kept their shine and luster. If not worn and handled on a regular basis, pearls will begin to lose their elegant beauty. The pearl’s owner gives the pearl something it cannot maintain by itself – it’s continued beauty. This is why it has been said that wealthy and established museums / banks from time to time hire a person for the sole purpose of wearing the valuable pearls in their possession – so the pearls won’t lose their natural luster.

Yet there are those among us that have bought the Pearl of Great Price and haven’t worn or handled it in years, long since forgotten it on some bookshelf or buried in some closet. To them and the people around them, the Pearl has lost its appearance of luster and beauty. The composition properties of the Pearl have never changed, but the Pearl which was rarely worn or held has lost its natural appeal and become dull.

Have the promises of heaven eternal become lack-luster and boring to you?

When was the last time you pondered the power and workings of the cross of Calvary?

When was the last time you experienced anointed Holy-Ghost power working “through” you?

If it’s been a long time, you need to get the Pearl out and wear it around for awhile. Take hold of it and show it to a friend. The more exposure and contact the Pearl has with your everyday life, the more it’s appearance will begin and shine and glow.

Why is this the key? Because the Pearl has to daily be in contact with the oil in your life.

Remember what the pearl care recommendation said? “…your skins natural oils help to keep them lustrous”

The “oil” is the anointing power of the Holy Ghost abiding in your life. Acts 1 described this power as, “But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you…” The Holy Ghost brings power and anointing into your life. In the Old Testament, the anointing is described as like the thick oil that was poured out upon Aaron the priest. It covered him from the top of his head to the sole of his feet.

When the anointing oil, that Holy Ghost power, is poured out on your life, you are empowered to do the Lord’s workings (just has the priests did on a “daily basis”). There’s that “daily” thing again. When you speak and act according to God’s will, that oil is secreted “through” you, making you a vessel to do His work. And not just any vessel, but one acting and speaking with God’s power and might!

So now those “oils” come through you and back in direct contact with the Pearl of Great Price. Those oils then rejuvenate it’s luster and enhances it’s appeal.

You are a person of power in possession of God’s greatest gift and promise – the promise of heaven and the redemptive work of Calvary!

Now, when you consider that spiritual connection between the power of the anointing oil and power of the cross or when you ponder the great price Jesus paid for our redemption and the promise of heaven – that Pearl shines brighter than ever before. You further treasure the greatest Treasure.

When others recognize you as a person working and speaking with the power of God (that oil) and they hear you speak of the redemptive work of Calvary and the promise of heaven – that Pearl which you possess will appeal to them as it shines in your life. It’s luster is not cold and darkened like so many others who claim the same thing – but never connect the Oil with the Pearl.

Folks, sell everything to be able to buy the Pearl of Great Price.

Daily connect the Oil with the Pearl.

Love it and treasure it!

God is Good!

References:
Genesis 3:
Psalms 103:11-12
Colossians 2:13-14
Luke 23:34
Isaiah 64:6
1 Peter 1:18-19
Psalms 133:1-2
Acts 1:8
I Corinthians 15:21-22
II Timothy 3:5
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